There's nothing like something being meant or not. Life takes you different places, because of your and other peoples decisions, and you can't really control everything but that doesn't mean that it's meant to be. You're here, so it means it's not over yet.
[ Besides, as Hakkai said once long ago, it might not be a permanent death, either. ]
Considering I was created for a purpose, it kind of was meant... but I'm growing past that, here. Despite how troubling it is. [Though he IS dead. So that kind of skews the point...]
I lost a friend, trying to have something more. I should have listened to my instinct and done nothing. [No matter what the consequences of that would be.]
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[ Besides, as Hakkai said once long ago, it might not be a permanent death, either. ]
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[ But what's done is done. ]
But now you have some, like, a start. And if it's, if you ned help that I can give you'll tell me, right?
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Last time I listened to advice on that score it was a huge mistake.
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...Right. Okay, if you say so... Why?
[ What happened, then? ]
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[ "You lose friends though"...is not something he can say, can he. And his perspective is sort of, a little bit skewed. ]
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[ D2 doesn't like this at all. He purses his lips in a scowl as he watches Dust. ]
I still think it's bull. But I doubt you'll listen to me, if you've already made up your mind.
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[He is listening, though he can't imagine what D2 or anyone will tell him that somehow eases the sting of losing his best friend here.]